BellaNellaMorte

I am above all, lost; In a room bursting with The sound of others.

Wrapped up in the shell Of himself, he stares Out the broken window Pain, observing all the People as they walk on by. Each and every one of them Too afraid to give him much More than a fleeting glimpse. For he was an undersireable, In mitigating circumstances out of Reach of himself. And any who Would dare to hear of his story. A hellion, solicitor, Murderer. Atheistic lover of the god in himself Daring to go against the laws Of tradition. Customs and societal sense. With a broken body, with eyes That are alive burning fervent With a desire to live the life, Which they've stolen from him They; naysayers, pharisees, Hyprocrites. Who'd rat

Imagine If we lived in black and white Escaping all the goddamn grays That makes us almost Impossible to live Without the scrutiny And I can't say the truth That everything about you Is imprinted in my frontal lobe Even that stupid smirk You'd use for everyothergirl but [me] A constant reminder I'll never escalate to more than Just, "One of the guys" My constant humiliation That I've never managed to free myself From my mastered masquerade And all the time I'm wishin' I wish I had another name Imagine

Sparks fly, as fireworks light the sky Painting a lovely hue And she remembers All she's forgotten, knowingly Tears fall, against her will As she remembers She remembers She re-members Time, is nothing but a hindrance To all, that still wishes to live in love And love is nothing but Nothing but Nothing,     Anymore Sparks die, no fireworks in the sky Darkness, is all that meets the eye And she has hidden All her problems, very deep Tears fall, streaming from her heart She's breathing under water She can't take this feeling, of despair This feeling of despair And I tell her that I love her And I, pray that it's enough

Remedies, remedies Bottles, pre-scribed and filled None could ever shut down His marathon mind He stands by his window Silently watching the city sleep And wonders where the sandman is The man who can make him cease Cease...Forgetting today {Forgetting Everything} Forgetting the dangers of the jungle Even just for a few hours Where he can dream he's finally achieved His lifetime goals {Dreamed up realities are better than no possibilities} Instead he's faced with the burden Of seeing tomorrow Before he's been revived Of battles fought yesterday And just like that, The dawn breaks even Already forgetting what he couldn't f

I don't know anymore How to pray for the little things Life has to offer, but Just for the strength to survive, fight For the rights I'm never gonna have So I'm gonna fight in this losing battle For acceptance Recognition at any level Happiness now a past dream I just need to be seen for me I'll stop counting stars That fall from the blanket of night And now gaze at the majesty Of those still filled with life I'm gonna climb, I'm gonna fly To heights, higher Than they think I can I'm gonna soar with all these scars No longer picking at scabs that Remind me, of the hurt I got I don't know anymore How to pray for the litt

Don't ask what's on my mind For I'll be forced to tell lies That I'm all love and and no strife That there's no hatred behind these eyes Please don't seek to know My inner thoughts, for what is there Is darkness bare Something, unimaginable...

Tattoo your kiss upon my brow And paint my thoughts with reminiscences of you Before I can no longer recall how it was to be loved -for you've left me here to wilt and die a rose in a field of nonchalance- Strum my chords once more To play the song we matched Word to sugary melody -touch me again in spaces that make me sing for I am happiest, skin pressed against skin- Create a heated wonder that called for an acclaim This left us both breathless in the end Unable to describe the glory of what was -together we were magical and I am not afraid of dragons anymore- Not Anymore...

Baby I ain't as strong as I like you to think I can't run through walls Or break your every fall Shielding life's shortcomings I'm not as selfless as I seem I know how "I'm not happy" can be So I'll not pretend That these skies will never carry pain Or say you'll never get wet on cloudy days Instead I'll be the one Holding you tight Giving you warmth After the sky tears fall Because I know what it's like To be caught in the rain